I was lookin thru my photobucket account when i realized how much weight i lost, and gained for the past, erm, 3 years or so.

I was previously at 46kg when i was 18/19.
And yes, i had a boyfren den.
And ex-boyfren.

I was madly in love wit him.
He rocked my lyfe.
Big tyme.

Being a typical gurl, weight issues is alwayz in my head.
I once asked him, "do you think i'm fat? i feel lyke i am."
And guess wat he replied?
"erm. yea u are. i think u are."

You may think he's juz telling me wat i don't want to hear, ryte?
But no, he actually went the extra mile to explain as to WHY he thinks i'm fat.
!!!!!

So when things turned rockier den rocky, he broke up wit me.
No, it wasn't the weight issues.
Mr Ego had some family problems and he dint think he could handle one more "problem".
And yes, datz me.

And no doubt, my mom was thrilled to find out he left me.
She hated him.
lol.


But wat worried her, was the fact dat i began losing weight.
I stopped eating, puked when i tried to eat and even den, i went on liquid diet.
Water and juices, only.


And true enuff, my weight plunged from 46kg all the way down to 39kg.
D.sizzy started callin me scrawny.
But i still found myself to be fat.
"Gain some weight," everyone said.
But i said, "lose some more weight."

I was on the roll.
Losing Kg after Kg.
And when my mom couldn't take the stress of having to force me to eat anymore, she dragged me to our GP.

Thyroid function tests proved normal.
And so Dr Chan referred me to his fellow colleague in CGH.
And guess wat i was diagnosed wit?

ANOREXIA related to DEPRESSION!

A quick look-up on my favourite online dictionary says, "Anorexia - loss of appetite and inability to eat." (www.dictionary.com)


Anywayz, wat happens after is history.
I slowly gained weight.
And yes, i got over Mr A.
After a lesbian rebound WHICH i am NOT proud of.
=/

I got sinked deep into depression and managed to get back out of it.
I rock! \m/
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